Meaning of

main so raha hooñ tere KHvaab dekhne ke li.e
ye aarzoo hai ki aankhoñ men raat rah jaa.e

khu
dii ko kar buland itnaa ki har taqdeer se pahle
KHuda bande se KHud pooche bataa teri raza kya hai

raatein kisi yaad men kattee hain aur din daftar kha jaata hai
dil jeene par mael hota hai to maut ka dar kha jaata hai

sach poochho to tahzeeb haafi main aise dost se aaziz hooñ
milta hai to baat nahin karta aur phone pe sar kha jaata hai

uski zulfen udaas ho jaa.e
is-qadar roshni bhi theek nahin

tumne naaraz hona chhod diya
itni naarazgi bhi theek nahin

awwal to main naaraz nahin hota hooñ lekin
ho jaaun to phir mujhsa bura hota nahin hai

aisi sar
dii hai ki suraj bhi duhaai maange
jo ho pardes men vo kissse razaai maange

ai gham-e-zindagi na ho naaraz
mujh ko aadat hai muskuraane ki

kisi bahaane se uski naarazgi khatm to karne thii
uske pasandeeda shayar ke she'r use bhejavai hain

tumhaari yaad men jeene ki aarzoo hai abhii
kuchh apna haal sambhaaloon agar ijaazat ho

bhare hue jaam par suraahi ka sar jhuka to bura lagega
jise teri aarzoo nahin tu use mila to bura lagega

ye aakhiri kapkapata jumla ki is ta'alluq ko khatm kar do
bade jatan se kaha hai us ne nahin kiya to bura lagega

main so raha hooñ tere KHvaab dekhne ke li.e
ye aarzoo hai ki aankhoñ men raat rah jaa.e

khu
dii ko kar buland itnaa ki har taqdeer se pahle
KHuda bande se KHud pooche bataa teri raza kya hai